Excerpts from his email:
"So, I'm questioning my judgment for trying to hang out with you bunch when I should've known that I would be tired and cranky. I suppose I expected you to be okay with this and fill the companionship that I felt like I needed. To your point, I've been trying to have to fill these holes with you, when they should be filled with God and other friends, something I'm feeling very convicted about right now."
"I'm not sure what all this means, except that I'll try to be more in tune with how things are with me, and what I actually need. I think I've been too willing to just do things because I sense that's what you wanted or what we've always done."
Okay, it's not "everything is fine because I'll love you and do anything for you!" like I think I want sometimes, but it's real. It's honest. It's willing to compromise, and learn from our mistakes, and be together even when it kinda sucks..like right now.
Sexy: Messy, Exciting, Anxiety-producing, Glamorous, Sex, Drugs, & Rock and Roll (okay, I listen to country, really. past, present, and future)~*~*~ Past: Everything up until 2 years ago or so ~*~*~ Seeks: Wonders "how do I get that?", keeps eyes and ears open for ideas, and TRIES new things ~*~*~ Stable: Dinner on the table at 6, knitting by the tv in the evenings, occasional salsa dancing and bowling, kisses goodnight, comfort, hope ~*~*~ Future: self explanatory
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